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[19 Sep 2004|08:22pm] |
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13 and a half hours of community service out of the way. YAY!
Today went by a lot faster that yesterday, probably because I didn't have to work in the sodabooth this time (7 hours of " 2 TICKETS FOR SODA!!"). First I set up the FHS Boosters booth and then went to the City of Oakley one. Gave away free stuff to people w/ Jackie,Abdu, and some cute guy from Antioch. Then basically the rest of the time Abdu and me walked around patrolling the recycle bins to make sure trash wasn't in them. Haha Gil and Jake w/ the trash and frisbees.. We met up with James and he hung out with us. We had some intense talks. Lol...heres the phone conversation someone had with me...
random person: hello
me: hi..who is this?
RP: this is your father.
me: um..no its not. *hangs up*
-calls me again-
RP: who is this?
me: uh..this is Jamie.
RP: what grade are you in?
me: thats none of your business. *hangs up again..haha*
We waited a few seconds for them to call me again, but they didn't. So James takes my phone and said something like...
RP: hello?
James: YOU'RE PISSING ME OFF!! YOU F$#%& BETTER STOP CALLING MY F$@#%& GIRLFRIEND!!
RP: *scared* alright...
That was great. Whoever it was freaked me out cause their voice was so deep.
Internship with the kiddies tommorrow. That should be fun. Then...two periods of school and theen cross country practice...and theeen...driving by lonesome thinking about how much that dent is going to cost and theeeen...working on my psychology project...and theeen...I dunno.
Later.
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[31 Jul 2004|04:20pm] |
I got a new account and its friends only, so if you still want to be friends, comment on part_your_lips and we can continue being friends.
Later!!
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[29 Jul 2004|04:17pm] |
"jingle bitch screwed me over... go to hell jingle whore."
Hehe.
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[27 Jul 2004|05:14pm] |
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In celebration of the summer ending, a little song for you!!
Dashboard Confessional- Agesixracer
So long sweet summer,
I stumbled upon you and gracefully basked in your rays.
So long sweet slumber.
I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.
Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It is cold where your going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best that I had.
You pased on my letters
& passed on the best that I had.
I hate the winter in Lexington.
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I went to walkthrough today. Hung out w/ Adriana in line for awhile. Saw this dude I had classes w/ in 3rd grade and middle school. It was weird talking to him. But yeah. Tons of people I knew were working there! Like Audrey,Raquel,Dominque,Monica,David,Stephanie,Ashley...maybe a few more. Just made me feel like I should be doing community service! I have Econ first semester, so I need to do it soon. Maybe I'll just work at the Almond Fest the whole weekend. 10 hours for 2 days would cover it. Well, my ID card pic looks pretty ugly as usual. Heres my schedule so far...
1st- ROP Careers (changing to peer tutor)
2nd- " " (changed to child dev...but it'll become study hall)
3rd-studyhall/peer tutor (might change to biotech or somethin, i dunno yet}
4th- English 4
5th- Studyhall
6th- Psych
7th- Band
8th- Econ/Gov't
I changed 2nd period to Child Development but then later on I found out from Adriana that its 5th period...so I cant take it cause I want a morning off. So thats not gonna work...oh well. Hm...I wonder if I should actually take biotech. The teacher is Peddie, and I hear you don't do that much in there, so maybe! Tiff,Ben,Meghan,Callister and a few others will be in there that I know...but hm. What if it turns out into a disaster of a class and I regret it? Theres always other classes too. I gotta find that course catalog thing. I can't wait to go to the D office counselor and annoy her and have her change my schedule to the way I want it! Whoohoo...hopefully it works out. I wanna go to school and socialize now!!!
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What an exciting day so far. My mom would rather me not drive home in the dark from youth tonight. Fine by me. Im scared cause I've barely driven at night. And on that one road on the way..eeek.
Lalalala. I've been a phone whore today. After I talked to Tiff for like 2 hours I called Liz and we talked for like an hour. I gotta call Adriana back too.
Well later.
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| The Ultimate Game Plan |
[27 Jul 2004|10:13am] |
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OK. So this is whats going down.
I'm going to be front row in a Dashboard concert. Tiffany will distract all the security guards with her "Sexy independent" look, while I run up on stage!! From there I will makeout with Chris and smack his butt. Then I will give John a hug and Scott a high-five. I'll give the drummer Mike a lap dance since hes the only one sitting down. Then I'll proceed to scream," Whooooooooooooo!!!!" and run off stage. During all this Tristan is video taping the whole thing. The crowd is in awe of what I've done and I become a local legend. The band will be wondering what the hell just happened, taking a minute to mention what went on, and continued to play.
Now wouldn't that be a night to remember? I seriously would do all that if the oppurtunity came up. You know I would if I could get out alive. Man if I died after that I'd be pretty satisfied though. Hehe.
Cheers!!!! <3
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[26 Jul 2004|11:57pm] |
can someone tell me how to make this journal friends only w/o changing my lj name? cause i clicked the friends only thing and made a post but it didnt work. well i dont really know how to do LJ stuff so it'd help..lol.
well if it doesnt work does anyone have any good ideas for an LJ name...i must think...hm...
♥
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[26 Jul 2004|12:07pm] |
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Meryvns is using N.E.R.D songs for their back-to-school ads on tv...they're just not using the lyrics. I thought it was odd how "backseat love" was one of the songs. I forgot what the other song was. Heh. Awesome!!
I need to get the Jimmyeatworld CD and I've been saying that for over a year now. I should get it when i go clothes/school shopping on thursday. Weeeeeeheee....
Had to drive to FHS today to pick up my registration stuff that they never sent me in the mail. Stupid ppl. My engine gets so dang loud that I can't hear my music sometimes. I hate that!
I can't wait to get my classes tommorrow. First thing I'm gonna drop that dang 2 period class (ROP Careers), switch 1st to peer tutor w/ Tiff!! Make 2nd period study hall and leave the orginal peer tutor alone until i get to school. unless they have the binder there showing which classes are in a certain period like they do in the D office on the first day of school. Yeah. Tiff and me are gonna have so much fun...we are going to TA together...its going to happen. We gotta make it happen or I'll cry my eyes out with her! <3
I'm gonna give my journal a makeover...its definetly needed. Needs new colors n stuff...ewww! Lol.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO home alone tonight i guess. and tommorrow.
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[25 Jul 2004|10:43pm] |
What would you do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
What do you think of my...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
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Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
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Family:
Friends:
Decisions:
Would you...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Makeout with me:
Hold me in times of need:
Have sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
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[15 Jul 2004|10:05pm] |
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Right now I'm just chillin talking to Adam. He's gonna bring back a British guy for me from England!! Lol. *crosses fingers* Foreign guys...accents....ahhhhh!!!! Hehe.
Today I hung out w/ Elisa and that was fun as always. I really like our friendship. We're the kinda friends where we are close like family and can talk for hours on end about everything.
^ That song is never going to get out of my head. Thats a good thing, but dang, everytime I listen to it, it gets stapled to my brain.
Yeah. Theres only a few I can do that with. Well, we watched The Good Girl. That movie was ok, I didn't like the ending, I was mad at Jennifer Aniston. hah. Then we went to her house and watched Life or Something Like It. I really liked that movie, I want a guy like Edward Burns character...but defintely not as much as Ryan Goslings in The Notebook...thats perfect boyfriend material right thurrrrr. hahaha. If only guys were more sweet and gentleman-ish. Mwhaha. Played tennis at Freedom for a bit. She was teaching me how since shes now an instructor for the city of Oakley. I love watching tennis for some reason. Maybe cause the random screaming of the players. Ran/walked on the track. Which was great since I was wearing a jean skirt, small t-shirt, and checkered vans. and these 2 guys were trying to show off. That was funny.
So I'm going to my aunts tommorrow, and leaving to camp on saturday. I'll be back the 24th. Man...that means when I get back school is gonna be right around the corner [Aug. 2nd]. Then its senior year...oh my. I dont wanna go in a sense. Only to see friendly faces. Yup.
Im gonna be away from a computer for so long. Gotta enjoy the outdoors though. Well...keep updating guys, and email me!!
Bye, Luv ya!!
♥ Madilynn
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[13 Jul 2004|07:51pm] |
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This is my 2nd update in a day doesnt that suck. Well thats what happens when you have to stay home...
I was sooooo pissed earlier cause I was supposed to go to youth, I was outside about to leave. then i hear an alram thinking it was a car near by but nooooo......my alarm system had to go off. This cop came over and blah. Had to show him my license to verify that I lived here. So I reset the dumb thing, set it again, I'm about to start my truck, and I hear the god dang alarm. I wanted to beat the crap out of something but I didn't wanna break anything. I think I have anger problems...I ended up kicking a bunch of crap in my room. Lol. ANYWAY. So I call my dad for about the 5th time and he says I might as well stay here in case it goes off again. Don't wanna leave the house unattended around this neighborhood! Ghetto...but anywho! So I'm just watching I love the 90s. I love the 80s was the best by far! Good times.
Hahah. They have Extreme Dodgeball. You know that wouldn't be too popular if the movie Dodgeball hadn't of come out.
I got my license in the mail today. Omg my signature is soooo jacked up!! in the middle of my first name it looked like I drew a star. Man its horrible. My pic looks weird. The letter that came w/ it heck of scared me about driving cause of the donor sticker. Like if you die there is permission to use your organs so then of course being me I think right away that I'm gonna die the next time I drive cause I used to have this theory I was gonna die young {and leave a good looking corpse}. Man that was a long run on sentence. Yeah so I was kinda scared about driving home tonight cause I havent really driven at night but then the alarm thing happened to prevent that. Hm...maybe that was meant to happen..
I'm going to Callisters tommorrow to steal all his freakin gatorade. Thats right biiiiatch!!!!
MMMmmMM I reallllly want some gatorade....
Where is everybody?!?!?!
I like an Ashlee Simpson song...thats interesting..
Im camping form the 16th-24th. Please write me an email or something so I have something to read when I get back!!! And on the 25th Im going to my friends fashion show thing.
Man its hot in here.
I can predict everything that happens to Jessica. Isn't that cool. I'm a psychic..not a psychologist.
I wanna run to Texas and visit Mark.
Sam isn't doing XC.......whaaaat?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Friends...Alias...Friends...Alias...I'm so down for that!!
Cheers!
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[13 Jul 2004|10:24am] |
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I ran like 3-4 miles awhile ago. Felt good man. I need to buy some gatorade.
Tiff spent the night on sunday. Fun stuff. Yesterday we went to Olive Garden w/ D'Artagnan.That was my first time there, it was expensive but yummy. The waitress hated Tiffany. Haha. DA wouldn't let me pay w/ the little $$$ that I brought. How nice of him. Then I went home and hung out by myself.
If people are gonna complain about being fat, well do something about it. Go running. Join a gym. I hate it when skinny people are whining to me about how fat they are, when they're way thinner than I am. I've done that before myself, it really just doesn't get you anywhere. Just makes you analyze your body and hate it more. I think some people need someone to pity them and say, aw no you're not fat!!And some confidence.You don't have to be 120 lbs. to be hot. Know what I mean? Just talking about people in general. Yeah.
I've got potential.
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| Wake me up before you go go!!! |
[10 Jul 2004|09:48am] |
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You know what I think is funny. How likw everyone on Cribs has the movie Scarface. I bet some of them haven't even watched it. They just have it there to look cool. Some of em even have the poster of Al Pacino in the tub hanging on their bathroom wall. Or another pic of them in their living room. I haven't seen this movie but dang...is it so great where celebirties represnt it all over their house...haha. I just thought that was great. I talked to Adam and Frankie about this a few weeks ago and forgot to post it. So yeah...nothin much on the agenda today. But I really wouldn't mind staying home doing nothing today. Sounds like a plan!! I wanna hang out w/ Tiffany though!
I need to get gas...but I dont wanna drive to the gas station. Prolly gonna make a fool out of myself figuring that out. Lol I could pull a Zoolander and dance around pouring gasoline everywhere. I love that movie!! Hehe.
Last night I saw Anchorman. That movie was hecka funny. Theres this really weird dude in there I think his name is Brick..omg. That would be sad if I knew someone like that guy. Hahaha. They had some cameos too so that was cool.
I feel weird talking about a famous person if I don't say their last name.
Heres my picture for the day...
I'm starting to have second thoughts about previous decisions. Hes so pretty...
MUWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[09 Jul 2004|07:10pm] |
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Tuesday night was fun. I went to youth as usual. Shelley and me got there early to eat dinner w/ some ppl and we see Miguel. He hugs us and hes like guess what, you guys our doing a duet tonight! And we're like whaaaat?! Back uuuup!! So we decided to do a gangsta version of Mary had a Little Lamb. Heh. It was funny when we got on the stage cause I did my sexy voice and said, "Hey, can Carlo come up to the stage?" He was like whaa? We wanted him to play the piano but he didn't really understand so oh well. Shelley and me aka "Madshells" won. Somehow! Hah.
On the way home this dude was hecka tailgating us. Then he pulls over for a sec and drives in the dirt road thing by the stop sign. I give him this confused look and he says Sorry, back off! We were like...!?!?!! What an idiot man.
I've been running a lot lately so thats been great...yay!
Yesterday Elisa came over. We watched The Butterfly Effect. That was awesome! Psychological Thrillers...gotta love em. Got some Los Charros and had a nice chat about stuff I am not allowed to converse to anyone...muwhhaha!!!
A certain individual called yesterday and I talked to him on the phone for about 15 min. And today I just found out something bad he did...ooo. Now I don't know what to think. Hm.
Today I visited Tristan and that was funny! His friend...omg...I dunno if I should say..but I'll say this...NIAGRA FALLS!!!!!! Hahahahaha...man. Tonight him,me,Teri,Adriana, and Dustin are going to the movies to see Anchorman. I hope its funny. We might turn into the fab five. Dun dun dun...who knows. Lalala. Well Teri should be coming by soon so I should go...
I love you all so much...have a great night!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥
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[08 Jul 2004|10:15pm] |
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I found this pic and I thought it was just beautiful. Am I the only one that thinks that?(Comment, you whores! J/K) I think a lot of people are hot (ask poor Tristan, he hears too much of it..haha), but this guy surpasses them all...I've finally decided out of all of them. Theres a few that are right under him. Lol. Like its some contest or somethin! I'm such a sucker for a man w/ a guitar...♥ Hm...maybe I need to make some dedication entries...
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I ♥ this song even if its just 2 people and an acoustic guitar.
D.C.-A Plain Morning
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier.
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)
But it's warmer where you're waiting.
It feels more like July.
There's pillows in their cases,
and one of those is mine.
And you wrote the words "I love you",
and sprayed it with perfume.
It's better than the fire is
to heat this lonely room.
It's warmer where you're waiting
It feels more like July.
It feels more like July.
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier. (easier)
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)
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1. Name: Madi
2. Were you named after anyone: Not that I know of. Do you know any famous Madis?!
3. Do you wish on stars?: sometimes
4. Which finger is your favorite?: uh...my left pinky?
5. When did you last cry?: when I saw The Notebook
6. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you?: Katie Holmes,Jennifer Garner,Jena Malone maybe...I'll let the experts Amy and Nat answer this one.
7. Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah
8. Whom do you admire?: People who work their butts off and still manage to have a social life.
9. What are the # 1 priorities in your life?: My family and friends and being happy
10. What is your favorite food?: SANDWICHES,mexican/chinese food, fruit
11. Any bad habits?: loosing my train of thought, being too sarcastic, rambling, screaming "WHOOOOOOOO!!" :)
12. What store would you never be caught dead in?:
13. If you were another person, would you be your friend?: Hell yeah!
14. Are you a daredevil?: yeah, I can be
15. Do you follow or lead?: depends
16. Who was the last person you kissed?: the same guy as the other times i've done a survey with this question. Anyone wanna kiss me so I can change my answer?!
17. Have you told a secret you swore you would not tell?: Dude, I keep promises.
18. What is your girl type?: Im not into girls
19. Have you ever stolen anything?: yeah
20. Do looks matter?: yeah they do, but im not saying "yeah" as in its the only thing that matters.
21. What is the sexiest thing a guy/girl can wear?: For some reason I like a man in uniform. Dont know why. I like it when guys wear those plaid shirts w/ the wife beater visible. Theres so many ways a guy can look sexy, dont feel like listing them all! Rawwr.
22. If you were to get paid $500 after, would you sell tampons on the side of a street for an hour? Yep
23. Do you pray?: Not as much as i should
24. Have you ever met anyone famous?: Yeah, Steve Tyler. Sharon Stone waved at me and my friend.
25. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Ohhh yeah!
26. Are you trendy?: I dunno...
27. What do you do to vent anger? talk to a friend, throw stuff, maybe write it down
28. Are you passive or aggressive?: both
29. Who is your idol?: thats tough
30. Who is your second family?: either Elisas family or cross country
31. Do you trust others easily?: Yeah, sometimes too easily =/
32. What was your favorite toy as a child?: barbies, lincoln logs, legos, stuffed animals
33. Have you ever been on radio or television?: Yeah, I was on the news when my elementary school had this huge fair thing.
34. Do you like sappy love songs?: Yeah, but they make me feel lonely sometimes.
35. Ever kissed your friend's boyfriend/Girlfriend?: nope
36. Do you have a journal?: ja
37. Have you ever intentionally hurt someone?: only for revenge
38. Do you like sarcasm?: yeah
39. Ever been to a concert?: Yeah, theres been a few
40. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?: I might have
41. Do you feel understood most of the time?: No
42. Have you thought seriously about committing suicide?: err..
43. Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach?: upset stomach
44. Do you know what `sctief' is?: No
45. What is your nickname?: madi,madster,mj,nigga,
46. How much money would it take before you kissed a member of the same sex?: I dunno.
47. Same question, replace "kissed" with "had sex with": You couldn't pay me enough.
48. Could you be a vegetarian?: Yeah
49. Would you ever bungee jump?: Maybe someday
50. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: I mainly wear flip flops, but if I wear shoes,no.
51. What are you worried about right now?: senior pics,driving,running..
52. Do you ever wear overalls?: Nope
53. Do you think you are strong?: Yeah, when I'm pissed I get super strength. (just ask my witnesses Tiff and Liz)
54. Whom do you like?: I like a few people, but I'm not gonna say who. :o
55. Do you believe in true love?: Sure
56. What is your favorite number?: 24
57. What is one thing you want to do before you die?: That dude over there..I mean err..
58. What are you doing right now?: filling this out (duh)
59. Whose e-mail address is the coolest?: i have no idea
60. What do you do on your birthday?: have a party or go out to dinner
61. What's your favorite ice cream flavor?: Phish Food
62. What class in school did you think was totally useless?: DEUSTCH
63. Have you ever been in love?: No, not yet
64. What do you look for in a girl/boyfriend?: sweet,funny,sincere,smart,
65. What's your favorite child name?: Noah
66. Who could you see yourself with in a future relationship?: Hm...
67. Would you ever get a tattoo?: Yea
68. Do you look the same in your house as you do out?: Not really
69. Where do you wanna go to college?: a CA university
70 Ever been skiing?: No, been snowboarding
71. Ever had a surprise party thrown for you?: No, I've always wanted to feel special like that
72. Who is the one person you really want to see right now? my cuz Shelley,Sarah,Peter,Mark,Ian,Tristan,Liz,Audrey,Tiff,Gum,Adam...
73. Have you ever been able to finish someone's...: For sure...
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[05 Jul 2004|08:51pm] |
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Hm..I wanna make my journal to have a spiffy layout? Any suggestions?
When I breathe in I can feel the pain in my back. Anyone give good massages?
I really wanna hang out w/ the fab 4 soon. And my scout ppl. And the twins. I miss them all! Talking online isnt the same...*tear sniff tear* And I can't forget about ahem...
I had this cool dream last night. Seniors had to do P.E...but we were like 20 years old. I had it w/ my sophmore P.E. class w/ the exception of a few ppl. Jonas made a few of us girls go through this maze and we'll all end up in different places. I came to room w/ 2 doors. For some reason I knew that one of them had Ryan Gosling and the other had Jake Gyllenhaal. I chose to go to Ryans cause he was the single celebirty. LoL. But I was like "ahh Jakes hotter but hes taken!!Well they're both gorgeous I can't choose!" So I went in RYans and he was like "whoa, hello there." Seriously I look so much older and hotter than I am now in my dreams...hah!! His dog was there and he kept licking me and stuff. So I just talked to Ryan about his movies and life in general and I gave him the digits. Lol. I wouldn't have had this dream if I didn't go back to sleep. I woke up early to go running and then I just passed out. But I went running and omg it was so hot I could have fainted. On the way back I dashed to that Ohara water fountain. I almost fell into the sink thing. Nice.
Some relatives just left. I was swimming and chillin the whole day. It was great. Played barbies w/ my cousin Jackie and she named one of them Snowball. Of all names!! Sorry Tiff that I kinda just left ya there but my aunt and me were trying to fix something of hers so if the ? you wanted to ask was personal that would've sucked. Just lookin out.
I'm going shopping w/ my mommy tommorrow. And I have youth...yay!! I wonder what the hotties will come up with next!!! I love being there...I just feel the warmth ya know what Im saying..aight?!?! OMG I hope D.U.F.F. is there! And I might drive myself. I went driving by myself for the first time yesterday. I made my dad go w/ me first cause I have never driven the white truck. I hate the gas pedal thing, you have to press really hard on it(unlike my moms suburban) and the brake is kinda like that too. The driver door is messed up right now so its like eek eek eek! Lol. So ghetto. Oh well. I dropped my dad off back home and then I went down chianti cause it was close. I saw Turbo and Co. so I honked at them. I wish I had better reverse and parking skills. I'll get better I promise...:D
For the first time in awhile I actually feel happy. Maybe its the license high but who knows. I have this problem where I think everythings all good but then bam..its really not! With my luck, when I'm feeling great theres usually somethin to ruin it for me. I know if I had a few certain things right now I'd be the happiest girl in the world. But we can't always have what we want. "Good things come to those who wait." So I guess I'll wait around some more.
I might update again later. If I'm tempted. I've been addicted to LJ since summer.
Cheers!
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